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    I wish i didn’t fall as hard as I did. I wish it didn’t hurt this much. I wish we could still stay.

    It’s not about letting go or moving on because they never really leave. They leave a void, and you carry that void with you, always. It’s a matter of growing up, you don’t move on, you just become a bigger person until that void doesn’t feel as big.

    Tumblr used to be my safe haven ages ago, but not anymore. 

    (Source: nagiinarteee)

    1. If you like someone, wait.
    2. Give lots of compliments, even if you’re shy. Everyone else is too.
    3. Change. Get a haircut, try new perfume, get new sheets. Become better than you were before.
    4. Eat healthier. Learn to cook something fancy.
    5. Get up earlier and watch the sun come up.
    6. Wear soft clothes, take a bath, drink something warm.
    7. Meet someone new, even just a friend.
    8. Become closer with your friends and your family. Call your mother. Cry with your best friend. Tell everyone how much you appreciate them.
    9. Keep your room clean. Buy some candles. Let the natural light in.
    10. Make a list of reasons why you’ll be better off without them. Believe they are true, because they are.
    11. Listen to new music.
    12. Write everything you’re thinking and feeling. Write letters. Write happy letters, sad letters, and angry letters, even if you’re never going to send them.
    13. It’s okay to be sad, but not forever. Sadness is not as beautiful as music makes it seem. Lack of sleep makes your eyes droopy, not deep. Wake up every morning and tell yourself you’re going to have a good day.
    14. Go to the library. Don’t forget to look in the music section.
    15. Remove them from your life. Get rid of the things they gave you if they make you sad. They’re not worth it. You will never be happy if you continue to hold on to the things that make you sad.
    16. Make new memories.
    17. Try to find something to appreciate in everything you do or experience.
    18. Being alone is okay, you don’t have to surround yourself with people.
    19. Become your own best friend. Buy yourself coffee and drink it alone in a cafe. Take your time.
    20. Learn to love every bit of yourself.

    How to feel better and become better by me (x)

    (via ianysus)

    i once described myself as a flower,
    a fragile flower with bruised petals
    that poisoned her whole being,
    and whenever i try to wilt
    someone will always fill me up,
    someone will always stop my petals from wilting,

    there are days i wished that i can be the autumn leaves
    that fall to the dirt and still be adored
    from people who watched it danced in the air,
    but i could never be an autumn leaf,
    it falls to the ground, 
    graceful and beautiful
    while i'm here in the dirt,
    stepped on and wilting.

    i was once strong like the thorns of the roses
    but i got poisoned, i bled and now,
    i suffer. 

    weak like the fallen autumn leaves
    but poisonous like the calla lilies
    that grows in our backyard,
    once i wilt and my petals fall
    i will never be the same crimson face girl
    you once loved.

    (Source: inksandwords, via inksandwords)

    Detach. Don’t feel. Be happy.

    As the year 2014 starts I’ am determined to be a better person. The past year has been a one hell roller coaster ride for me. There were a lot of ups and downs and a lot of tears had been shed. I spent a lot of time with the wrong people & I ended up losing myself, losing my own identity as an individual. I let them hurt me, control me & judge me. I will try to be not the same person anymore.

    (Source: nicholasmax)

    (Source:, via makemestfu)

    somewhere inside of me
    i know i’m not really sad
    I was a mix of so many emotions
    i can’t name them all
    so i just say i’m sad.

    (Source: theroomofsecrethoughts)