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    i once described myself as a flower,
    a fragile flower with bruised petals
    that poisoned her whole being,
    and whenever i try to wilt
    someone will always fill me up,
    someone will always stop my petals from wilting,

    there are days i wished that i can be the autumn leaves
    that fall to the dirt and still be adored
    from people who watched it danced in the air,
    but i could never be an autumn leaf,
    it falls to the ground, 
    graceful and beautiful
    while i'm here in the dirt,
    stepped on and wilting.

    i was once strong like the thorns of the roses
    but i got poisoned, i bled and now,
    i suffer. 

    weak like the fallen autumn leaves
    but poisonous like the calla lilies
    that grows in our backyard,
    once i wilt and my petals fall
    i will never be the same crimson face girl
    you once loved.
          

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    Tanginang calculus.

    Enero na naman. Bukod sa bagong taon, eh labasan na naman ng grado para sa prelims. Ang saya kong pumasok sa skewalahan nung Lunes eh. Pumunta pa’ko ng university chapel para magdasal at magpasalamat sa lahat ng biyayang natanggap ko noong nakaraang taon at syempre para sa panibagong taon. First day na first day eh may math subject ako. HUling Math ko na to sa curriculum namin eh. Saka, mind you, ipagmamayabang ko na na naipasa ko ang Differential Calculus haha ang saya diba? Okay ano ba namang pakialam mo, teka tuloy na natin ang istorya. Tapos ayon, pinakaayaw ko na subject eh yung Theology. Di naman sa masamang tao ako o anti-christ pero namamanyakan ako sa teacher namin eh. Tangina naman kasi, ang lagkit makatingin at ang hilig sa damit na violet. Tinutukso tuloy ng mga kaklase ko kay Barney. E pano, malaki rin ang tiyan ni Sir, nakalunok ata ng isang buong watermelon.

    Pagkatapos ng theology e integral calculus na naman. Whoo ang hard ng bagong taon ko! Masipag magcompute ng grades yung teacher namin sa calculus eh kaya ayun, binigay niya na yung grado. Pero teka ang sosyal ata ni Ma’am ngayon at naka iPad. Yun na ata ang trend ng teachers sa skwelahan namin eh. Kung hindi iPhone, iPad ang ginagawang class record. Sossy diba? Tapos ayun, tinawag na pangalan ko. Tangina, 68?! Di man lang pinatungtong ng 70. Huhu. Pero medyo gumaan ang kalooban ko nang tinanong ko mga kaklase ko. Di ako nag-iisa. So medyo okay pako nun, di naman ako nagbreakdown or whatever teka ang oa ata non. So ayun, bottomline, “Tanginang Calculus yan”

    Detach. Don’t feel. Be happy.

    As the year 2014 starts I’ am determined to be a better person. The past year has been a one hell roller coaster ride for me. There were a lot of ups and downs and a lot of tears had been shed. I spent a lot of time with the wrong people & I ended up losing myself, losing my own identity as an individual. I let them hurt me, control me & judge me. I will try to be not the same person anymore.

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    somewhere inside of me
    i know i’m not really sad
    I was a mix of so many emotions
    i can’t name them all
    so i just say i’m sad.

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